Omni:Will Satan take me back?
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Satanism
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Will Satan take me back?
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It Is Never Too Late To Return - Answer The Phonecall...
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High Priest Hooded Cobra 666
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In our life, there is this uncanny thing. It's as if life tries to draw us in too much, so that when we find a higher Truth we forget it, unless we cling on it very powerfully.
Events and circumstances, or our own inner failings, often-times distance us from our dreams, our hopes, but also higher understanding.
Over the years in being Clergy I have spoken with many people, many SS who are souls of Satan. Many have understood why they made it here. Time and time goes and passes.
We pass through this time, without understanding our relationship with it, we become it's slaves.
Understanding does not mean having verbally or in a written form intellectualized the exact cases - understanding relates to the heart in that case.
This is like raising a phone on an anticipated phonecall, and waiting to listen what the anticipated phonecall has to tell you. We might hear the fleeting voice of the Gods, or experience their fleeting presence.
Sentences, sounds, or broken words - but you know they are there. Then, your mother or wife calls you for dinner, and you close the phone. But you remember the phonecall and want to get called again.
Yet, as life has it, man is now deaf in the ears of the spirit and blind in the eyes of the soul. Our forgetfulness is our own worst enemy.
We try maybe a little too hard to listen to this telephone, to where giving up might be the logical conclusion. Then, we might be called away from it, it's dinner time.
There are a thousand ways this can go away from the telephone, but only one way to listen to it: you got to get there and hold to it.
There is so much in life that we can only call fate and not coincidence. You cannot have possibly listened to this sound and tell yourself you have not. "You can check out anytime you like, but you can never leave."
Every soul in this world, has an opportunity to grow. This opportunity is based on soul level of development, and it's memories. Certain people who are of the Gods, will want to return back to the Gods again.
We seek again the glimmering light from where we came. In fact, there is no time where we are not in their presence. The Gods are here with us.
Life however deceives us through it's fast pace, and often-times, we can get lost.
Getting lost, quitting, giving up, all of these are natural human tendencies. There is nothing evil there in these happening, but evil comes exactly because of succumbing to no return to these tendencies.
In other cases, not listening to the phone, grief, guilt, fear, lack of understanding - all of these can try to keep you from this. One might want to never raise this phone again. It disturbs our sleep inside delusions when it rings, and even it's mere memory can feel like a burden.
An errant voice inside might even say, that you will live better without it - the same voice that reveals nothing to you about your soul or your higher potential. We know it's a lie, but yet, like servants, too many of us have followed into the claws of the beautiful but not-so-beautiful lying harpy.
Yet, even in the gnawing claws of this creature, we see it's true face. We thought we never would, but eventually we do. It's there, and it's happy to consume the creatures of it's domain, the offspring of her ignorance. And then we remember...
The experience of knowing never goes away. And if our mind somehow manages to forget, the eternal memory of the spirit retains this memory...Life rings the loud bell, and we the opportunity presents again itself, to lift up the telephone...
And then...We try again. The recurrence that almost looks as if it were eternal, is ringing the phone again.
The illusion of distance of time, or how we experience time, or our rushing foolishness, makes us frequently make mistakes in life. One of these mistakes is to keep struggling against one's soul, which is the eternal vehicle of one's existence.
We are all sons and daughters of "delusion", in that we delude themselves, often times without really intending it. But this is not really who has fathered our soul, it is the Gods. Therefore, the soul remembers them, and wants to get back to it's advancing pace.
Certain people never really leave Father Satan in their soul because that's impossible, yet, they might let themselves drift into lower levels as a result of falling. One might state on this state for a longer or lesser time.
If one had rose to a higher consciousness level, this wouldn't be a take one would have in life. We would understand better what is important and meaningful in our existence.
The closer to this state, the more the swindles of the lower part of ours which is bred into delusion give in and we advance. The more we allow this to take ground, the ground it takes is what takes ground from our very own feet.
Our memory of our emotions, our wonder when entering this path, or our love for this all, can be fought against by external life.
Society indeed wants to shrink people, and in the current state we are at, having a soul is like owning tons of gold while gold was made illegal.
Spiritual Satanism is where you recognize and you take this gold in your custody, because it's yours. If you have forsaken the great fortune of your soul, just remember, it's never too late to return to the path, or to Father Satan.
It's time to pick your phone, sometimes, and to tell the world that you need to finish your phone-call, so that dinner can wait. This world is never devoid of another dish of delay and delusions to serve you.
The time is however, now. Even if it looks like it's late, it is not late to return.
Leaving And Returning To Spiritual Satanism - A Reply
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High Priest Hooded Cobra 666
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[...] Lastly, leaving JoS and coming back is not uncommon. Maybe one needs a few years of actually coming in terms or growing, or disasters, or pleasures, in order to understand the value of the given material and it's application. It's a brave step to return and to know what to do, far braver than just getting in love with ignorance and crushing under it. It is also in accordance to the Gods for us to share our mistakes, fuckups, failures, as these have major value like success does too.
Often-times a lot of my material and understanding has come from certain adversities or challenges in life, existence, or spirituality, not because of fake perceived success like that of a gangster trapper video clip.
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Re: Question #540: Will Satan take me back?
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BlackOnyx8
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https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=418807&sid=ec9472b5c8b39770345bbea07adcb600#p418807
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Welcome back! You are definitely not doomed. You did well, coming back, and Satan will accept you as long as you are honest to Him and to yourself. You don't need to perform the dedication ritual again, but you can focus on His sigil and explain the situation. Lack of knowledge may lead to doubts, make sure to study and read the Library thoroughly. Understanding also comes with meditation and you should begin as soon as possible. The way to get back in His good grace is just by working on yourself again, get back into the spiritual warfare and if possible help the cause in any way you can. Embrace the path and never quit again. Do not guilt trip your own self and just be proud that you're back here, try to not focus too much on the past.
